Soul searching

my soul is searching for something........and i am so sure that at least i am know i am searching. Its not that i dont know. why it happens that i have every thing ....mostly if not ever thing...then also i feel this is not why i am born for. Thirst in me is not for some momentary fun but something that goes till eternity. After month long marriage ceremony...i am back to my usual schedule. I am not feeling well. or it seems to me that not feeling well is more at the soul level than just physical pain. I miss him so much. Dont know if i had missed him equally had i spent more time with him.
My eyes are moist and my heart hurts...that teasing pain in my heart......what is it that i am searching for love or peace or god.