Decade

 Decade have past. I am coming back to writing almost after 10 years. I also took this opportunity to read the words I had written years ago. My younger self looks slightly confused and seems to be not yet arrived there. Me on the other hand feels that I am growing, still have to grow. Will come back and check after another decade what I think of this self in 10 years. Its been very hard struggleful life. I took many things for granted, wrong decision at wrong time are hounding me now. Again its all part of learning and growing up. This is what life is continous learning and growing without any stoppage untill our heartbeat STOPS. 

We do not owe to anyone but ourselves. Be not afraid to try new things, benot afraid to make mistakes. benot afraid to do what others have not told you to do because there is only one life and too careful living won't do justice to this beautiful life. spend time following exactly what comes in your heart and mind. But also be thoughful, mindful and patient. Wisdom and patience will come when the time is right, till then make mistake and be ready to face the consequences.

Choose your friend wisely.

Now I am going to write down what I looking for my life. How I want to see it.

Right now I am living in D with AGS and M&P. I am fine, its been tough beng alone but I am happy to have taken care of M&P. Yet, I feel like I have my answer to what I am searching for , I guess by now I was searching for a loving and caring partner. A partner whom I can look upto, for whom I feel Love ozing out from the bottom of my heart. So I guess I am ready to settle down with that one person. I am ready to face whatever consequence I face along with him. I am not afraid. If he ask me, I will say yes. So again, what do I want.

Getting good salaried job in Mnch by this year end. 

Moving there with AGs.

WFG proposing by this year or early next year. 

Me moving with him within an year .

Happyly everafter with wfg by next year.

Having a daughter with wfg after mrg. by 2022

settling AGS in hostel by 2022.

Growing old with wfg.

Opening a food joint in EU.

Wfg is so much in love with me with all his might, heart, soul, wealth and body. Totally into me, he trust me and see everything in me. his happiness is all centered around me. After settling AGS I will stay with him permanently.

i want us together in this life and all others too.